September 6, 2022

Why submit work to the “establishment”? 

Recently I was asked Why submit work to the "establishment", to the institutions I protest or disagree with, i.e. "the man"? I think of my work as protesting mindsets and unsustainable practices more than organizations and institutions. As work done more to offer insight and point to unrealized potentialities than to stage open rebellion. Why submit work to organizations and institutions that can't hear, refuse to listen beyond the echo chamber? To people who will dismiss, ignore, or criticize? Precisely because institutions are made up of people, of individuals, not a monolith of existing. I do it for that one person on the inside that can hear, that does listen. The person looking for a new way to be, unsure if it's even possible, if there really could be (an)other way, let alone able to see one.

We know that real, lasting change happens slowly, one spark at a time, one person at a time, until there is a tipping point. And that we rarely see the little by little plodding and slogging through, the slow drips of ah ha! moments, the small bits of courage that lead to the watershed of a tipping point. This is where I work, in that long slog before. This is where that person looking for a way to be is, in the long slog. I am trying to reach them, wherever they are. Because you never know who will see the work, and what might happen because they did. And you never know where they are.

“The anarchist idea of social transformation is one in which spheres of social action are gradually freed of relations of domination, a process which can go on within and alongside the existing structures… as captured in the phrase ‘Building the new society in the shell of the old.’…”

found in “Anarchism in Education Studies”, by Judith Sussa, a chapter in The Anarchist Imagination, Levy & Newman ed., 2017 Routledge, p. 203 

The main output of the DIY Ph.D. performance is really the everyday. It's standing up for the small moments of saying no to misapplied power. To help as many people as possible see that there is always (an)other way. And reach them wherever they are… on Instagram, reading art gallery press releases, going to traditional galleries, in artist collectives, on the sidewalk, in funding bodies, going to living history museums, in bathrobes surfing the internet, and yes… reading academic journals. Most will likely shrug, deride, ignore, dismiss, and condescend. But... there will be that one person, someone who recognizes a bit of how they feel in the work. It's for this person I submit the work anyway, in spite of the overwhelming odds. So they might feel a little less lonely; to inspire, and encourage transformation... one heart at a time.

August 23, 2022

Culture*

Cul·​ture \ ˈkəl-chər \

Definition

(noun): A shared experience of the past, present, and future.
(verb): How that shared experience is interpreted and used to define, organize, manage, and motivate a group.

Can be place-bound in a confluence of time, geography, and/or people.
Often expressed as shared memories, objects, rules, artifacts (arts, architecture, planning, everyday objects, etc.), behaviours, beliefs, language, ideals, and values.
Can be created intentionally or unintentionally.
Is co-created, though not necessarily equally or with equity.

*An entry from A DIY Healing Dictionary of Intrapersonal, Interpersonal, and Social Being. The dictionary is a work in progress and part of the larger DIY Ph.D. - Prefiguring Learning for the Ecocene performance.

July 29, 2022

Eulogy for Sharon

She tried her best?

to survive
to reclaim what was lost
to feel important
to find a reason to be
to exist outside control
to control her own
to not be small

at any expense.

July 28, 2019

A Whole Jar of Happy

We're free! And happy. Maybe?

whole jar of happy
whole jar of happy | miniature sheep suspended in water beads

July 28, 2019

I am here.

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Sharing the potentiality of voice, even when feeling small. Creating the illusion of safety whilst quite vulnerable. In a group or solo, voice has the power to release and connect. This piece was performed on High St. in Perth, Scotland as part of 3G 2019 at Threshold artspace.

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July 28, 2019

Freedom.

(Dear Milton,) You keep using that word. I do not think it means what you think it means.

We are at an uneasy moment in social history. On the precipice, looking around and seeing that despite all appearances… something just isn't quite right. But what to do about it?

This installation is a slice of our time, suspended, boundaries fluid, straddling the line of what is and what is possible. One at a time, participants become co-authors of that line between how we are and how we could be, together.

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To Milton, thanks for everything - People
Dear Milton

January 22, 2018

Heartbeat on Scotland

Endlessly curious about connection and disconnection, I stumbled across work by The Trailblazery in Ireland. Their Census of the Heart asked how Ireland was feeling at the time of the national census. The results were interesting, especially on feeling cherished. Women of working age, in cities, reported feeling less cherished in society and families than older women. The difference was even more striking in language groups with Gaelic speakers feeling more cherished than English speakers. So many questions…but the biggest is why?

I also got to wondering, given what’s going on in the UK, how Scotland was feeling. What is like to live in Scotland at this moment in time? Might folks in Scotland be feeling similarly? And of course, why or why not? And so the Heartbeat on Scotland project was born. Which starts with a survey to ask, What does being in Scotland at this moment in time feel like? Conversations over tea, performing being, together, with willing folks will follow, to get more into the whys, to really get a good sense of how respondents define what they are feeling, what it looks like. The product will be an art work that reflects, explores, and interprets what I’ve heard into a visual and interactive experience.

The survey is currently up in English, Scots, and Gàidhlig. It's open to anyone 16+ who lived in Scotland. At the moment there's just under 200 responses in English and only a handful in Scots and Gàidhlig. I hope to have more representation across languages by this summer when I’ll be digging into the data and contacting folks for a chat. So if you live in Scotland, or know someone who does, pass the survey along. That’d be awesome of you. And stay tuned...

January 21, 2018

Little Boxes

Surreality: Modern Woman : Opportunity

Recent duh! moment; the Little Boxes* and Surreality: Modern Woman themes are related

insert *forehead slap* here.

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surreality | modern woman series
surreality | modern woman series
surreality | modern woman
surreality | modern woman series
surreality | modern woman series

The song played over and over in my head while working out the sculpture for Surreality: Modern Woman. What if… the song played while the same image repeated over and over? Might that reinforce the message? And if that happened to be a flip animation, then it could lend to an interactive experience. A heavy-handed experience, but interactive all the same.

And so, we have… Surreality: Modern Woman : Opportunity

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The installation, and the video. Please take the opportunity to critical examine a cultural myth and decide if conforming to this version of reality is for you.

*a huge thank you to Nancy Schimmel, Malvina Reynolds's daughter, for permission to use the song Little Boxes.

April 29, 2017

Time Exchange: Disconnection

Putting together the last bits to finish off a fun, and emotional, project. Time Exchange is meant to express the mental disconnect we feel at times from a physical routine, punching in and clocking out.

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Time Exchange, full installation

The wonderful antique punch clock I found in a coal mining Pennsylvania was just inspiration needed to finally do something with xeroxes of my head from 20 years ago. Bored silly at a banking temp job in my early 20s, I snuck into a copy room and xeroxed my head. Not just once, but three times.

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The punch clock, which is also an emotional connection to prior generations of my family who worked in the mines in that area of Pennsylvania, inspired creating videos of physically punching in while mentally clocking out. I can't even imagine what punching into the mine must of felt like to my great-grandfather, his father, brothers, uncles, and father-in-law. As immigrants at the turn of the 20th century, it was steady work if dangerous and back breaking. It's easy to imagine they'd rather be elsewhere and also were in their minds.

Time Exchange as a whole piece will be the punch clock on a pedestal with the video playing above it, one of the xeroxes printed on brushed aluminum also on the wall above, and definitions of time exchange and disconnection on the wall to the right of the lot. Ideally you'll be able to participate, but that depends on the venue.

Look for Time Exchange at TAG's annual Le Salon Show in Frederick, MD this summer. The show runs August 4th - 27th with the opening on August 5th from 5-9pm. See you there!

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